good enough (part 2)
It’s easy to condemn our hearts as bad, given all the evidence stacked against it – all the sins we commit even after becoming Christians, and despite our best intentions. The apostle Paul could relate to that:
“For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do – this I keep doing.” (Rom 7:19, NIV)

It’s a bit of a relief to hear that such an awesome man of God still struggled with sin. But too often we just stop there, content to know that this internal struggle is common to everyone. In fact, there’s more.
In the midst of describing his internal struggle with sin, Paul makes a crucial distinction. He says:
“As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature…” (Rom 7:17-18, NIV)
“Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it… For in my inner being I delight in God’s law;” (Rom 7:20 & 22, NIV)
Like Paul, our sinful nature – where sin lives and from which sin oozes out – is not the true us. On the contrary, our true self – our inner being – delights in God’s law. And though these two natures are at constant war, it’s the sinful nature that’s the foreigner, the impostor – the one that doesn’t belong.
Of course, this doesn’t absolve us of our sin, or of our need to repent. But understanding this gives us a clearer picture of who we are as Christians, despite the sin that clings on like dead skin.
Jesus illustrated it in another way when he washed his disciples’ feet:
“‘No,’ said Peter, ‘you shall never wash my feet.’
Jesus answered, ‘Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.’
‘Then, Lord,’ Simon Peter replied, ‘not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!’
Jesus answered, ‘A person who has had a bath needs only to wash his feet; his whole body is clean. And you are clean…’” (Jn 13:8-10, NIV)
What Peter said sounded very humble and holy – “not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!” – but it wasn’t required. It’s the same when we become Christians: we are bathed, washed completely. Sure, we sin and we get dirty, but it’s just our feet that need washing. If Jesus declared Peter clean, who would shortly go out and deny him three times, perhaps we too are clean. And if God has made us – our hearts – clean, can we deny him his glory?
“…Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.” (Acts 10:15, NIV)
– Joseph Koh
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